Being faced with hostility from a close friend is not a good feeling. But then again, it's all my fault, isn't it...? I just had to open my big mouth and express myself.
Now I'm afraid... afraid that by this one action, I've ruined a bond of friendship that had been slowly building up over the years. It's like watching a tower, that you've built with your own sweat and tears, crumble down into dust and ruins. You feel empty inside. Hollow. And to top it all up, there's this overwhelming, nauseating feeling of guilt. You feel like you're the reason it all collapsed...and you're not even sure if you're truly the reason.
Now I'm afraid... afraid that by this one action, I've ruined a bond of friendship that had been slowly building up over the years. It's like watching a tower, that you've built with your own sweat and tears, crumble down into dust and ruins. You feel empty inside. Hollow. And to top it all up, there's this overwhelming, nauseating feeling of guilt. You feel like you're the reason it all collapsed...and you're not even sure if you're truly the reason.
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